It's been so long since I've updated this. I wonder if anyone will care to read this new post. I just have a lot on my mind now I guess.
Summer drags on. All I do is work in a lab for 6 hours and go home. Repeat. It's boring and I feel so tired of it. Sigh.
So I like to follow basketball. Today, LeBron announced that he is going to the Miami Heat. They'll be a good team for sure. I am also sure that many veteran players will take the minimum salary to get a chance to play with the great triumvirate. But wow. LeBron, Wade, and Bosh? Crazy.
The LeBron fans annoy me. All of a sudden they are Heat fans. Wow. Bandwagoning much? Super annoying. I mean you go around one season proclaiming that Cleveland is the greatest team in the league. Then you go around telling everyone that the Heat are the best. Just sigh.
There are just things in life you have to accept. I've been figuring that out more and more. No matter how hard you wish for things to be different, sometimes you can't do anything at all. I want things to go my way. I want to have control over what happens. But I am really just powerless. No one really can understand how I feel. It's hard to explain to myself. It's irrational. It's ridiculous even. But I can't help it. It's like an instinct and no matter how hard I try to scratch it out or erase it, I always fail. What am I supposed to do?
Sigh.
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We should do something then. spice up your life one of these days. Joseph's voice will do the trick. Or a pile of jelly beans on your front step.
ReplyDeleteI can kind of relate to what you're feeling right now, but then again I can't simply "know."
Whatever it is you're going through, I'm praying for you and I'm always sitting around rocking out by myself, studying for an SAT I'm doomed to never improve upon, or writing essays that I'm confident that will have little or no impact.
In other words, I'm around if you need me. And Joseph. If his texting is working. And Michael. If he has internet access. And Jeff. Who is stuck at Barun's.<33