College

So the cards have played out and I have to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. I'll get to that decision later. I just want to reflect on the process as a whole.

This entire college admission process has been up and down. I really realized how much I wasn't who I thought I was and I was just so humbled. There is nothing like getting your dreams smashed on one day. But I know that I've learned a lot from this experience. I know now that I have to be truly humble and that I have to put everything in God's hands. I put too much of my effort in trying to make myself happy and fulfill the expectations that other people had for me. Looking back, I should have kept God first in my mind and I should have kept my attitude in check. I probably shouldn't have paid attention to what other people said to me. They kept complimenting me and everything and I really embraced it too much. I guess the thing I'm taking away from this is that there are always more amazing people in the world and that I've got to be humble in everything I do.

It's over. Time to finally enjoy senior year.